Targit-iw tafalkayt

Ser : D.Messaoudi

Warmai, ufi-d iman-iw ef tqacuct n yiwen wedrar alayan ay d-yeflen ef yiwen wema awesan. Ama-a tu cuqqen-t sin yiezran ay t-yeban s tezi ef kra wamuren. Deg wamur amezwaru, wala kra n medden s yikustimen iberkanen ed wiyi s tyenaliwin tadalin; nutni qqimen ef yesimen n wure. Deg wis-sin, wala medden ayseg kra lsan iselsa iarimen ed wiya lsan iselsa isekriyen; nutni fen imrigen yerna ssalen s yiman-nsen, tezi n yezer amezwaru, yiwen waar alsan aeqqani. Ma deg wiskra, wala medden s yijerbuben, tteddun akk-a ed wakk-a, yerna sersen i yixfawen-nsen amzun d ian yettewwten. Nekk lli ttekkire deg medden-nni deg ssarme ad ferrze kra n wudmawen ay ssne, mi d-yers yiwen ufus ef tayet-iw. Tteddu ad d-nnerane, maca aterras-nni yu-d nezzeh er-i, ywehha s uad n ufus nien mettwal medden-nni yeqqimen, yini-yi-d s taect n wemar n tmii iseggasen deg wetyan-is : Muqel mli, a mmi. D awezi ad ten-tessemerqe akked medden ineram yesan ise ed tnazha. Widakihin s wudmawen ikelucen d ixulaf n Hilal Aheddam, ma d widak-ihin er yiri-nsen d agmu n uxala yeran asmi ay d-yedem Hilal ed yiserdasen-is, jelqen tiqcicin-nne awin-tent er Usammar i yimayennsen. Snemmse s tezmert n wallen-iw da wala, zun deg uawas ameqqran n usinima, udmawen aydeg yi, imi akk-n nutni zgan ur nfien deg yitelfazen ed yemisen-nne. Imir-n kan da, ulfa s yijedan-iw zun ulin-d er yimi-w. Tteddu ad d-neggze seg tqacuct deg lli akken ad rewle ef tannayt-a, maca amar yeef-iyi-d s ufus-is ysulen yers ef tayett-iw. Ckente deg tmeddurt, a mmi; ussan yelhan ur ugagen, ay iyi-d-yenna s taect turkidt d-yeslalayen asirem deg wul. Meccan, imi akk-n nekk ur ttuqenne, nnias s taect tarsiremant: Amek ara yili ubeddel er wayen yelhan deg tmurt-a imi akk-a imesmurusen-a fen yal taawsa gar waccaren-nsen? Yezme wemar tayett-iw yerr-iyi-d: ri a mmi, ri. Imexluqen-a er-sen tilfaydatin timeqqranin deg tmurt-a, rnu daen nutni kkin deg waas n txidas. ef waya, away s tusi-nsen ad asen-yili zun d timeniwt n yiman-nsen. Ssegra-d seg wawal-is ayen iyi-

demmren er wugar n warsirem, da nni-as: Ihi werin ad yili wesmeskel er sdat ! Yezme daen wemar tayet-iw yini-yi zun yra ad yekkes ef wul-iw ineman: Ad yili, a mmi, ad yili; yerna yeqreb. Deffir n yiwen yimir awezlan n tsusmi, amar yeneq daen yini-yi: Teri, a mmi, imdanen-a ur llin d widen ur yettwaasin; imi akk-a setturaren medden s tmes, dulaqrar kra wass ad seren iman-nsen. etse er taggara ad t-qable ed ad as-ini melmi ara yeru waya s tesded. Anna amek bate mi akk-n yewi war ma faqe ula i ufus-is mi t-yekkes seg tayet-iw ! Nnerane er wemkan deg wala medden llina, da bate daen ugar imi ula d nutni ur banen anida rran ! Qqime-d da iman-iw ef tqacuct n wedrar. Amkan-a ed wayen ay as-d-yezzin ualen d ilmawen, d isusamen nezzeh, armi d-ylul deg-i yiwen uulfu dakken kra n tawsa ad teru deg yimir er waye. D tiddet, imi kra n tesnatin kan deffir n wayen-nni, sli tteddun-d seg waggug, deffir-i, kra n yihedduen yesxerrayen. Nnerane akken ad wali acu d-yetteddun. Anna ayar axla ay xele mi akk-n ay d-zgant wallen-iw ef yiwen uterras ybedden kra n tmitratin kan akk-in sdat-i ! Netta yelsa tacacit tazeggat ed ubenus aqbayli yettirriqen seg temlel. Nekk ur zmire ad wali udem-is, imi netta yella yezzi-yi-d s uzagur, maca ef wakk-n d- yettban, netta d amar. Isk d netta ay tu yettmeslay-iyi-d llina ? Tteddu ad t-sseqsi, maca netta ywehha er wedrar yini-yi s taect umi sli yakan : Muqel er dahin tesmuzgete, a mmi. D isuuten n yidurar-nne layen ; haten-in urfen. Syahin ara d-yekk uelluy n yixulaf n Hilal Aheddam. Sakkin uqan isuuten ed wemar yewa tikkelt nien ye-iyi iman-iw ef wecuf. Qqime, imi iarren-iw ttergigin segmi akk-n wala tugna n wemar-nni tewziwez gar wallen-iw am uebbar. Deg umkan-iw, ttaju ur ri d acu. Zrin as kra n yimiren, da sli i uawan aeskari yekka-d seg wedar-nni deg wala medden llina. Kkre s tawla sekde mettwal tama seg d-yettekk yimesli. Ayen ay d-yettunefken i yeri-w yerwes nezzeh er tugniwin-nni tiseglellayin ay d-tettazen, yal tafaska taelnawt, turigt-nni n ENTV, targa tazayezt yettwarran d allal n tdiayt i weqdac ef tesnareft taeskarit akked tsulal-is. Tannayt-a tettuhegga-d, am yal tikkelt, i wakken ad teg azal i medden-a. Maca, imi nekk uki am yal Aqbayli umi zeddig uar, nekk wala akk-in i tannayt-a iserdasen ilemiyen uhifen, acku ur ttuseen akk-n ywata. Nutni kkaten aar sdat n yijinialiyen iffayanen akked wufrinen ikerkasanen iuranen yeddren deg tneflit ay sekren i yiman-nsen s tukera n wedrim n widen ay ekmen. Sdeffir n uzray n yiundiyen akked yal ini n tmacinin tisekriyin, tannayt deg dayem yella yizen uffir awanak zun yeqqar-d : urwat, iallen-nne n tellist qqwan nezzeh ; zemren ad slefen kra yellan d tanekra deg yiwet n tesnat ! - imeafen n wemir n tmurt kkren sakkin, mi akk-n la ttmuqulen deg tekbabt tettali, takbabt ay ssamsen ya nutni, bdan ttnecciden imseret aelnaw. Deg wakud mea ikimen-nne ed tsulal-nsen llan ttummun deg yiwen unezwi n twaanit tamnafeqt, igenni yellan uqbel kra n yimiren d azegzaw ed d urkid, s tawla yettuzenneg wudem-is s usigna adebbar ed yebda yreed ed wau yettsuu deg-s armi ur yezmir yiwen ad ysel i uneccid n uurru ay sseqdacen yemsebbaben n tzeenin akken ad segnen yes-s aref. Mti tuwe tekbabt, as akk-n, er tqacuct, iserdasen yettukellfen s usali-is kersen tamrart-is, sakkin wexxren-d s usurif er deffir akken ad as-bayen am yiserdasen mea ygan azal i uzamul n tmurt-nsen.

Da imir-n kan, ycerreg-d yiwen ugejdur n wusem tagnawt, yessuel d aenar azuran n tmes lewhi n tceit-nni yumsen s yidammen ay werad kkawen n yimarasen yettuxeden. Akken-kan taceit-a tettwet s tegnewt, yekker ueau deg-s, sakkin times teef deg wakal aelnaw akwit. Deg kra n yimiren, ayen yeken akk ef tkerkas, seg uzarug ukdib, yrab ne yera. Seg nnig n wecruf-iw amastan, lli skade s wefra ameqqran deg yimayen-nne imurruten, imakaren, imhettaken, ay tu ttneggizen s yiarren yuzfen ef yixerban ysulen ran. Tikkwal, mi akk-n ttazzalen er yal tama am yierdayen, nutni ttafen kra n yidgen ieyqanen ur yummen s tergin, anida ttebdaden akken ad sneken anemri ef yiman-nsen. Maca, i welbext-nsen, medden-nni ineyyaten ay asen-yekkaten afus zik ef yiri n yiberdan s tawla fehmen anisa ay asen-d-tekka twait, da sqerqiren-ten-id s yizemziyen ed yiekkzan, akk-n ay tu ttegen yiallen n tellist i yimesbaniyen iqbayliyen yessuturen deg uwanak izerfan-nsen iferdasen mai. Dacukan, amennu-a deg kecmen ineyyaten-a yettusbesen, ay yettnadin ad sefen mennawt n tmerwin iseggasen n warise yemnernin ef tuyat-nsen segmi akk-n ssusmen, ne ad xubbten, yettban ur yezmir ad yessenger acengu-nni as ulamma netta tu yettusehef yakan deg temcubbak yezrin. Tetteddu teftilt n usirem ad texsi deg-i imi ile dayen ur ttwali ubxien-nni mea ttwaden. Maca imir-n kan, yban-iyi-d er yegli, idis n tqacuct n Temgut, yiwen wemnay yefen deg ufus azelma takbabt tawrat ed deg ufus ayeffus takuba tameqqrant yettirriqen. Netta tu ydeeq-d yiwen wayis d agejdur yerna yeggar-d kra n yisuuten n wemgaru yesxerrayen. Mi ay as-d-ggrant kan kra n tmitratin ad d-yawe er wedar aydeg errunt temcubbak-nni, amnay ur yettcabin er yemgaraten imazien akk-n ay ten-id-ttewwiren yedlisen iurbizen izzayeriyen, yeneq ef medden-nni yesalen zun d asal kan, yini-asen s uecuc-is yfettken imeuen, s tutlayt ay tu ban ad temmet : Wexxrem seg-in, a tajlibt n yimaksaen !. Da tagrawt-nni yxerran teba ef sin te abrid er wenrar n umennu i umsedrar ubis. Akken-kan yezri wemgara s kra n tmitratin akk-in i tegrawt-nni, temmuger-it-id terbat tamezwarut n yiserdasen ilemziyen izegzawen, yefen imrigen ufcilen, yettusettfen deg tenyirt tamezwart akken ad llukkzen aqeddem n tmettant er yimasayen-nsen. S tmara, imi netta yessefk ad yewi arma d taggara n umgaru-is imqeddes, yessenger-iten akkit s tyitiwin n tkuba ed tgezzult. Sakkin yezdem ef yiwen wegraw ameqqran ay d-yessegrurin mea iweciwen ay d-yurew, seg wasmi ffen yiguriyen, uwazeniw-nni umi semman FLN. Ijiniralen imafiawiyen, iadarmiyen imenayen, inezzurfa imeggafsuten, inemisen iceyyaten, ufrinen ukdiben, imjuhad ukdiben, tarwiwin n yimarasen ukdiben, imalayen ukdiben, iwaaniyen ukdiben, akked yemdanen urxisen yqeblen ad qedcen ef yimeqqranen ukdiben mgal kra n yifettisen ay d-yettwakren lada seg ugerruj azayez, ayla n Yizzayeriyen mea. Ticki ay ten-yessenger akkit, amnay ameqqran, yualen tura d imdebbe alayan n tmurt, yers-d seg wayis-is yger tiri i weref akken ad d-yas ad ysel i yinaw-is amezwaru s tutlayt tayemmat. Kra n yimiren kan, ama-nni awesan, yualen tura yezdi, yeur s medden ay d-yusan seg yal tamnat n tmurt.

Uqbel ad d-yini ula d azgen umeslay, widen-nni yennumen ttsanaden s tuqqna n wallen, hib seg tneyya ne seg tegdi, kra yellan d inaw, reqen s ueffeq. S wurrif ameqqran, imi yea dakken taeqleyya-nni tafuant yea uwazeniw-nni n FLN werad tesfi, amay aeqli ywehha-asen akken ad suqan s tawla aeffeq. Sakkin yebda inaw-is : A aytma, deg tazwara mai, cfut nwis seg wass-a d asawen, yal inaw ad dyettunefken akken ad d-yeslal deg medden asirem ukdib, hatan ad yettwasab d tineqqit tameqqrant ara yawin bab-is srid er tmettant ! Ihi, ayen mea ara d-yini yal yiwen seg-ne yessefk ad t-id-efrent tgawin. A aytma, iyyaw ad nebdut da tura allas n teki n tmurt-nne ef tersit yean, tamurt umi ara nerr ass-a isem aeqqani n zik Taziri !. Seg tuqqna n ti er weram-is, s tektiwin n umwellah uzmir, rant tesmeskal tummidin deg tmurt mea yerna deg yal aswir. - Ttwabnant temdinin timaynutin, mai deg yizuar ed tsiliwin yettunefken tura i tfellat dyeurrcen, maca deg tewririn ed yidurar, - Ttusbedden yelnayen akken ad ebsen aman n tegras timegfar, aman ara wien medden i tissit ed yiseswi deg twala n unaur, - Ttwaremen yiberdan ed teberdatin deg yizuar, idurar ed tniri, akken ad ssisehlen ambeddel anezzan ed udelsan gar temnain, ed wad seqwun imarazen gar Yizzayeriyen, - Ttwakent tesdawin ed yierbazen s waas, ayen yerran iselmaden ur ttcetkin ara seg tnigebga n yesmilen, ed yinelmaden sfaydayen s uhannay n yiselmaden-nsen, armi ur jeddlen ad xesren d tirebbua, akken ad ten-terr tmara am zik ad ggain er yigen, akken ad mestnen ef yesnuraf, - Ttwaxelqent-d temisin ed ttwasekrent tesguriyin deg yal tamnat, ayen yessuan atug n targuri armi qrib d ulac, - Ed er taggara, yettwaldi wegni n tewalin armi d-lulent mennawt n tregwa titelfazanin ed tadyutin tusligin akked mennaw n yimisen ilelliyen. Deg yimir lli, seg nnig n wecruf yuggen tamurt mea, skade s wefra asray n tesmeskal-a, ulfa s ufus yessenguga-yi-d. Frawse, sakkin mi akk-n ay d-ndekwale, ufi-d iman-iw ef usim-iw, lmendad n ugdil n utelfaz-iw yeuren s tugna n yiwen uqerma yellan yettsu sdat n tbeddi yeeffiqen s teelt i yal awal aqerma, ilem. Acuer a ebbi-nem ay tbeddle targa ? Ay nni s wurrif i tmeut-iw ybedden deffir-i. Sakkin susfe ef wegdil, sexsa atelfaz.

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